Dear Diary

And so I venture into the world of self-absorbed blogging once more.

This has never really been my thing, and yet I feel a constant yearning to do memes. Oh, and to actually write about something less infuriating than politics.

So I commence my virgin post with a meme that I found on Sweets' site, which I couldn't resist.

I am: volatile, vicious, spontaneous and adorable.

I think: on the fly, sometimes I don't think at all.

I know: that I can't do this job forever.

I want: to realise my dream.

I have: more than I need, but less than I want.

I wish: I could wake myself up sometimes.

I hate: hypocrisy. You are allowed to be stupid, but don't stab me in the back.

I miss: being carefree.

I fear: rejection, and failure.

I feel: anxious. I need more certainty.

I hear: noise.

I smell: arrogance and ego. (I work with men)

I crave: purpose.

I search: for answers.

I wonder: what the future holds, but I don't really want to know.

I regret: ..... classified top secret.

I love: my husband, and popcorn.

I ache: when I see an animal in distress. I think I love animals more than people.

I am not: anyone's doormat. I will not let you walk over me.

I believe: the children are our future, teach them well and let them lead the way.

I dance: when the music takes me.

I sing: whenever, wherever. Singing is my one true passion.

I cry: when I'm alone.

I don’t always: smile sincerely.

I fight: with whoever gets in my way.

I write: when I feel like it.

I win: arguments. Always.

I lose: everything but those few extra pounds.

I am never: purposefully nasty. If I hurt you, I probably didn't mean to.

I never: admit pain. I'd rather lie than let someone see how I really feel. (with a few exceptions)

I always: put the toilet seat down. I have a thing about that.

I confuse: easily. I probably wasn't paying attention.

I listen: when something sounds important.

I can usually be found: reading some murder novel.

I am scared: of spiders.....nay, terrified.

I need: therapy.

I am happy: when I feel loved.

I imagine: seldom. I don't like dreaming.

I won't tag anyone. But feel free to do this. It's not as easy as it looks.
Have a beautiful day.